SKIN of MY TEETH

as it whisked away..

i saw nothing but darkness.

and the world was black

in those split seconds

where did i go..

my body was perhaps giving-in to laws of biology

and only minutes later did i see her in tears of  blood

wailing at my feet with the most beautiful smile

the part that sucked was

i made a trip and i didn't catch any tour details

no scenery no pleasantries..

guess i was out of my body but there was no experience

for the life of betel nuts i wouln't want to go that trip again..

it is still bone chilling as a memory..

what if

Father, Son and Holy Shit

And while sometimes YOU makes it seem so brim-full-of-life

many occasions there are no rainbows, no butterflies

Hell!! at times i never even saw a spark enough to light up a firefly's ass

and for those times.. i sincerely give you the finger..

Yes,.. thank you for paltry compassion which dripped as if accidentally

for they never let the joy and the mirth last as long as i had desired..

But still.. i guess i should cut YOU some slack.. YOU're managing the universe

Then again.. aren't you GOD..